daydream00

I'm not really here to post pics just to show support to the artist by faving and commenting about their great art work. Though I may post some myself once I actually become good enough to post some pics

im being on tumblr waaaay to much. i just reblog crap and put photos. well thats what tumblrs about right? i got so bored i explained my damn tumblr name...soundwavesdream to my 7 followers. XD sad right? i didnt go to the park to see hot guys today cuz i went out to eat with my mom and her friend for my moms b-day which was the 12 and they were acting like fucking five year olds. jesus christ i was on the brink of dying in applebees. and she was all like "why r u looking like that?" and im thinking ~do u really want to know mom? do you really want to know?~ but whatever day is over. new day in about an hour.

hey! guess what! im sad. but know one cares right? no one gives a crap about how people feel these days. they say "its gonna be alright" "dont worry,everythings gonna be fine" bullshit. u dont have of the crap thats going on right now. i have no one to talk to to have a conversation with. the only person i really have is my counseler. she helps me with alot. i was not good at all before. then i became alright. now i just feel horrible. sometimes i just wanna lay in bed and waste life away that way. but i cant. then i just wanna go back to my hometown where all my friends are. thats where i wish to be but that cant happen either. i dont know what to do anymore. i just pretty much givin up on everything and everyone. i'll just go with the flow. wherever it takes me, is where i'll stay.

so i got my phone taken away probley for the whole day. no txting. and my mom is at work now so i have no way in getting in contact with her. so if a burgular comes in. i cant call 911. smh. how stupid...

you know what.... i just might cry today. . ah graduation, so many memories from that school.....